Day 1

This will be short and sweet. I needed a place to type my thoughts as writing them is not easy for me. I deleted my space account today and I have a sense of freedom by doing so. I am in a battle and it's with me. I'm trying to recover from the end of a 13 year marriage and the beginning of what I know is the life I want to live. I know that my happiness harvests within me. I know if I am sad I can only change that by choosing to be happy. Most of my pain is self-inflicted and I'm not sure why I do it. Currently I am hopeful, PMS'ING, 150 lbs., spring cleaning and making changes. I feel like I can make the next step and allow what God has planned for me. I know He only has great things in store for me!